Friday, October 16, 2009

死神的徘徊…

一次又一次…它经过她的身边.

深夜里,它看见了她眼角倘着的泪光..

一滴泪反映了她的无助..害怕..失望..已到了极限.

一滴泪反映了她的勇敢..坚强..和希望…一直在延续.

它..静静的看着她..

一次又一次的跌倒..爬起身..

一次比一次的伤的严重…

一次比一次的伤的更痛…

还咬紧牙关和它斗下去…不管伤的多重.

她仍不愿放开手…

放开手…她将不再会是她..

再也不会..

This entry was posted on Monday, November 20th, 2006 at 4:08 am

This was the first few blog I wrote ages ago when my mummy is seriously ill. I'm glad that within this 3 years mummy is alright just that she's real slim. Thank god for blessings and all the strength given. Recently I'm moody again as I felt there's nothing much I can do for my mummy, I feel so helpless :( Mummy please get well for me and for our future. I would not know what to do if you're not around and keep nagging me. Mummy please get well..

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Sascha and Luca

I posted some photos of Sascha and Luca in Facebook before. I had fun taking those shots while out with the Masciantonio family months ago. I met Josie, Sascha and Luca when they first came to Dan's place for Chinese New year visiting. Here are some of my favorites with the Masciantonio family. They are a beautiful family in every way you can imagine! Enjoy :)













At first Josie told me that Luca doesn't really like to take photos and I might have problems of asking this little prince charmig to look at the camera. Suprisingly he enjoyed himself during the photo shoot session I was so glad that he posed for me! Thanks Josie for assigned me as your photographer, hope that we will have the chance to meet again in Msia.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Am I really dreaming?


As usual, I join Dan and his family for dinner at the Spring on every Saturday. Yesterday we went to Manhattan Fish Market and happy to found out that they are having promotion on the fish & chips! We get extra piece of fish for every fish & chips we ordered and everyone is so full after the meal. We even got a free ice lemon tea (bottom less) and a free mushroom soup! It's one enjoyable night with a lot of freebies ;) Pssst, there's a secret to share! Long long time ago, I went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner with a friend of mine and guess who saw me there? It's Dan! That time we don't know each other yet and we're perfectly stranger for each other. Only after we get together Dan told me that actually he saw me at Manhattan Fish Market ages ago and he still remember which table I'm sitting at. Both of us really amaze of how fate bring us together, just like a movie scene isn't it? And last night, we're sitting at another table recalling how he saw me from another table. I'm simply touched, guess how many people walk pass us by and we never really notice them, sometimes we don't even have the chance to meet them for the second time! I'm really glad that me and Dan's fate are so strong :)

After the dinner, we were standing outside Habib Jewel waiting for the others to catch us up. I was reading at the Habib Jewel's promotion banner as they stated they are now having diamond fest from 1st April - 3rd May and I was talking to myself : " Ow tomorrow will be the last day." Dan overheard me and drag me into the shop to check out the diamond for fun. Dan asked me to choose the diamond ring I want for our engagement but I was not keen because I always told him that he should be the one to choose for me I'm not going to choose my ring for myself! When I was looking at some diamond ring, Dan asked the promoter to get him 0.5 Carat Diamond with ring and I was freak out. 0.5 Carat ??! I'm holding a 0.2 Carat diamond ring on my hand and it's sparkling enough for me! Well sorry that I judge diamond by it's sparkling because I know nothing bout 4Cs all I know diamond is another sparkling thing for me beside stars. Dan picked one of the six o.5 Carat diamond ring and he asked mum for her opinion, surprisingly Belle and Ann said it's nice. Well I can't deny that he've got good taste :P After a long diamond viewing and checking session by Belle (she's pro!). Dan picked the best colour and clarity 0.5 Carat ring and put it on my finger. At the same time, he whispered at my ear : "baby would you marry me." I'm speechless couldn't spit the YES word from my mouth all I can do is knoding my head. Everyone is smiling especially Belle cause the ring is really stunning. I feel like I'm dreaming and this is not real, everything is simply beautiful. The ring worth RM8,800 before discount and I was thinking how many flash and different type of lenses I can buy with that sum of money. Dan was worried his credit card cannot go through and everyone start offer their credit card to him, I'm touched again.

On our way back, I'm still blur and asked Dan : " baby am I dreaming?" and he said NO then I asked again: "baby is it real?" and he replied me again YES. I think I'm a little bit confuse after NO and YES so I asked : " baby can you pinch me?" GOD knows how hard Dan pinched on my hand I can really feel the pain! And I shouted : " Okayyyyy I'm not dreaming now!" Both of us ended up laughing and smiling like a nut by our silly act. In this moment, we felt how much we love each other and how much we wanna stay next to each other for the rest of our life!

And the conclusion, I'm going to ENGAGE!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Happy Birthday Clifford


I know Cliff for almost 8-9 years since I was in form 4. He've been a really good buddy to me though he come from well off background but he is always down to earth and friendly to everyone. And this is the first time I celebrated his birthday after so many years! I really enjoyed the dinner and realized that time flies, he's 26! All the best wishes bro, I wish that our friendship long lasting until we are very very old ;) *cheeers*

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Baby Grace

I had the opportunity to meet with Julie Ann Warne and Cassy to photography baby Grace as she turns 1. I fell in love with this adorable little face! Thanks to Daniel for working as my assistant and last but not least, a million thanks to Annabelle S for introduce me to Julie.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Life's Photo




Photography is a passion and art form which freezes the moments of life in timeless space. Someone told me that we should take photos that capture the soul and essence of life itself in that very special moment of time. Every photo tells a timeless story which marks a special meaning and affects our choices in our daily lives. We are so driven by our daily wants and needs for perfection and thrive to achieve it with our every capacity as human beings in life’s cruel cycle. However just like photography, what we want is never what we anticipate. Dejection and failure of taking the best photos seems like an endless race for the greatest perfection. But bear in mind, even the worst of photos has their own stories to tell. And this is what life is all about. We learn from it and we look forth to the future. We can never erase what we have been through and it will stay like the best picture either in our mind, soul or heart. Knowing that whenever in the future when you reflect back at that picture, you will always remember it to be the best thing that ever happened in your life which you will treasure forever.